no one knows me

Staring at the window through the glass
You can see everything that’s been done to me
With your honest smile and your spirit free
I can see myself falling And I don’t know what to do
Pick me up before you go
And make sure I’m on my feet
Cause if I’m lagging behind
I know I’ll never catch up to speed
Crawling on my hands and knees
Blood scraped and bruised
No one believes
How can they look at me in the eyes?
And tell me I’m a girl who always lies
They don’t know who I am anyway
I am stuck here and can’t get away
Trapped behind a constant smile
Crying behind it all the while
And no one knows me
Hiding beneath it all
Every mask I wear
Will they ever fall?
I can’t feed these flames any more
It’s a wildfire in my head
Lying hours on my bed
Staring at the ceiling with no answers to why
I can’t find myself underneath this sky
It gets harder to breathe with every breath I take
And every morning until I never wake
I’m crawling on my hands and knees
Blood scraped and bruised
No one believes