sex

a calming sensation to hear your voice
to feel you touch exhale rejoice
tender soothing still and warm
im falling into your open arms
to feel your embrace
against my skin
a perfection in time
to steal a moment is no crime
relax your body
let me hold you from behind
fall gently against me
fall sleepy, feel calm
im always here no need to alarm
a soft kiss
against your neck
tingles sent down your entire body
let me whisper in your ear
breathe deep
only to hear me
a solid figure appears
against me
now pinned to the floor
a repetitive thing
just like before
so much tension i want to take away
to pleaseand to pleasure
i will show you now
just wait and see
ill be gentle
ill set you free
screaming and shaking and moaning some more
feel our bodies on the floor
pinned me down to unleash me
now its time to set you free

awake

a subconscious statepart asleep but part awake
you come in but i dont hear
a soft and gentle, tired, clear
unsure of what i see is real
are you here, is it you i feel
arms around me
warm and tight
an amazing darkness, light
i get closer to feel you near
it feels so real
are you here?
my heart stops
to a quiet room
a possibility of perfection
or certain doom
who is lying with me in my bed
is it you kissing my head?
i turn my head to see my shooting star
your really here
so near
not far
a smile breaks through
my joyful face
a perfect moment
in your embrace

the moment

there had to be something abut that night
some kind of passion in your eyes
in that moment all was right
there had to be something about that nigh
ti can see forever in your eyes
something about you made things alright
i was in a trance from your eyes so blue
it was the moment i fell in love with you
there had to be something about that day
some kind of spell, you had to sayin that moment all was okay
there had to be something about that day
i could see perfection in your smile
something about it made me stay a while
i was stunned by your words too
it was the moment i fell in love with you

second chance

i give you my heart
please dont squeeze it
i can tell
gently keep it in your palm
so it may rest quiet and calm
you may choose to give it back
if you do i will lack
a holder for my broken heart
it wont mend
just fall apart
ill keep mine in my hand
its only solid protection land
trying to find someone to hold it for me
someone to embrace it tenderly
if you do keep it my promise is true
i will always be in love with you

cure/medication

when i look in the sky
i find the answers to why
why i have you and your touch
why i love you oh so much
why i have you here for me
how youve made me so happy
i love you babe i swear its true
and you are my cure to feeling blue

last chance

his touch is a power so strong
his smile makes my heart beat
i have waited for him for so long
and what we have will always defeat
when he kisses me i always smile
he always knows what to say
ild walk to see him by the mile
ill never give this love away
when you hold me i feel at home
when im with you i never want to go
when im with you im not alone
i hope this love wil grow and grow
when im with you the clouds dance
i swear you are my one last chance

one liner

dont touch my heart.
i know it will break.
i know your a thief.
its what you will take.

messy

the thought of you in my mind
its not too long before i find
myself dreaming of you here
together us two, theres nothing to fear
for you protect me from all that is dark
if i were a tree yould be the bark
a sheild
a blanket
from disasterous things
and that is what your thought brings

used to be

your candle burns bright in my room
with no light
squeeze tight
stay and love me
last the night
choose to stay
not to go
light your candle
watch the glow
a shadows cast
looks like you
open arms
smiles too
overjoyed to see your face
to feel the warmth in your embrace
windows opened
candles out
smoke fills my lungs
cant scream or shout
stuck unable to live or breathe
cling to your shadow
of what used to be

thanks for the reminder...

when i say sunshine
i mean it allit just means
i can hardly wait for your call
without my sunshine
there wouldnt be light
with out my sunshine
my life wouldnt be bright
when skies are grey
you make them clear
i feel like (scratched out-you are my one and only)
i can have you for all my years
you are the only sun
in all the skies
the thought of which
makes me dream of your eyes

(my ex gave that back to me when we broke up lmao)

stupid fucker

the thought of you makes my heart skip a beat and being with you is such a treat i miss you much when your away i hope that you will always stay

where is my boy tonight?

My hands are cold
My arms are blue
And my mind is trapped in thoughts of you
Help me out
Let me in
Be on my mind instead of him
I don’t know What I should do
I’m at a road
And have no clue
Which way to turn
Time catch up with me
I want someone to set me free
I’m stuck in a moment
I’m lost in a time
Writing up poems
That awkwardly rhyme
Marking a tree stump
With our names
Now that it’s over
I guess that’ll change
Its still raining outside
Your arms surround me
My vision was clouded
Now I can see
I’m now so warm and
Your embrace’ll save me from any storm

to the words i never said

What you can't see
What you can't know
It still has me wondering why
I didn't let go I'm confused with no questions
That I have left to say
I'm alone on these cushions thoughts passing the day
What is going to happen
Who will this please
Who can I go to to answer all these
I'm lost in a labarinth of situations in my head
Closed hands to the questions left unanswered
To the words we never said

Monopoly

This is no get out of jail free card "boy you better role those dice 'til you get doubles" I'm so sick of waiting around for you to realize what it is you want I'm not the kind of girl who wants to get caught so I stay away I'm stuck inside this glass room again problems pass through and in and it stops here there's a line drawn in the false hopes of all the fates and meant to be's I kind of like what your saying too bad I see the warning signs saying your not mine you belong to someone else and your collars a little tight there darling and you want me to help loosen it up? You've got to choose you've got one thing with me and another for her both are worth saving but what's worth fighting for ild love to wait around forever baby but you know ild just get bored.

slow hourglass

Darkness falls upon my mind
When I’m alone
This red stream comes to be
When thoughts have time to flourish
Can you save me from my self?
Or am I destined to be this way
One last scar to ease the pain
Cold, white and broken
No time to bestow or invest
In anything that may come of this
I’ve walked among the darkness
And I have come upon a path
One in which I’m not sure will last
But I’m trying to follow
For as long as I can
I wonder if it’s right
But it’s an action with no plan
So fall into the ocean
And walk along the shore
Cause with you I don’t see pain anymore
You’re selling me a bargain that I can’t resist
I hope what happens will cut down the list
What else is there to say?
What else is there to do?
All I know is; I enjoy this time with you
It’s a slow hourglass
And I know what’s happening at the end
What I am unsure of is how you’re going to bend
It’s make it or break itLeft turn, or right
You’re the only one who can decide
Whether you want darkness or light

somewhere

somewhere hiding beneath
you will find me
not what you can see
but you can pick me apart internally
beneath the grass
the stars
the sea
under it all you will find me
im not what you can feel
im not what you can touch
im not of any senses i never liked them much
you can still breath me ina delicate pefect sound
you can hear me
your heart with every pound
i am your life
running through your veins
through every aspect of your life
im your soul im your thoughts
im the one somewhere...

she is...

her eyes are clouded over, you wish you knew what is on her mind
her hair is blowing in the wind outside
and the snow is falling all behind
and your stunned that such beauty and perfection is in sight
but how can you wonder
when its all you ever hadits always there
her hand in yours is all youll ever need her mind and her soul
will furfill and always feedwhat ever you want
what ever you wish for
she'll be there
friends last forever

no one knows me

Staring at the window through the glass
You can see everything that’s been done to me
With your honest smile and your spirit free
I can see myself falling And I don’t know what to do
Pick me up before you go
And make sure I’m on my feet
Cause if I’m lagging behind
I know I’ll never catch up to speed
Crawling on my hands and knees
Blood scraped and bruised
No one believes
How can they look at me in the eyes?
And tell me I’m a girl who always lies
They don’t know who I am anyway
I am stuck here and can’t get away
Trapped behind a constant smile
Crying behind it all the while
And no one knows me
Hiding beneath it all
Every mask I wear
Will they ever fall?
I can’t feed these flames any more
It’s a wildfire in my head
Lying hours on my bed
Staring at the ceiling with no answers to why
I can’t find myself underneath this sky
It gets harder to breathe with every breath I take
And every morning until I never wake
I’m crawling on my hands and knees
Blood scraped and bruised
No one believes